Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in jessiedoc's LiveJournal:

Monday, July 9th, 2007
2:54 pm	hmm OMG TOMORROW NIGHT <33333333 (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 30th, 2007
2:29 pm	failure. 7 things parents should never say to their teenagers. 1. YOUR SO TALENTED - yea because id go jump out a window if you did. 2. We're gonna buy you a CAR! - yea right, i can feel the sarcasm over here even if you were serious 3. You NEED to lose weight- Uh duh, doesnt everybody think this? 4. How can you do this to me? - Sorry but when I fail a math test, I'm not thinking about you. 5. How come you never remember to take out the trash? -  Oh sorry, the trash is my God. 6. That boy is too old for you. - hahahaha ahahahha ! good one. like that'll stop it. 7. umm i forget what this one was. but obviously to pointless to remember. dammit, parents have figured out our way of thinking. we are SO screwed. Current Mood: creative Current Music: say anything (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 27th, 2007
4:42 pm	I'm backkkk.... So I went away. It was so boring, like the PA Grand Canyon. More like, pathetic river surrounded by mountains. But I did a lot of thinking. A LOT of it. In fact I couldn't sleep the one night. I had to much on my mind. It's really relaxing, just getting in touch with nature. Thoreau was right. Current Mood: complacent (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 23rd, 2007
12:18 am	hmm :D Current Mood: crazy good Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 20th, 2007
3:27 pm	Bored. So I made a list, check it out. 2 places are fairly new to me. 3&5 to be exact. Ideal Make-Out Locations: 1. Norwood Park Swings - Random I know? But its the cutest when your sitting there at like 10:30. And no one else is around and all you see is this big park in front of you. Also, the excitement of knowing you might get caught by a cop! ;] 2.  The small bridge down at the hollow - No one really knows about this, but its really pretty there at sunset. Though the crick is usually lamely low its a cute little scene with the big weeping willows all around you. 3. Those random stairs kinda sorta at Glenolden Park- It just seems really cute, you know, standing at the top of a hill and looking down and seeing a random creek.  4. Netherwood Park- I just had to add this, because people tend to get a lot of action there. 5. Swarthmore college- Random? Yea, well the other night I was there with some of my best, and theres a giant chair? YEA FOR REAL! Well not there, but theres like this huge tower, and you can go inside of it and I think that would be so cute. **Note: These places are only cute at like sunset, late at night, etc. Current Mood: impressed Current Music: hellogoodbye (Comment on this)
Monday, June 18th, 2007
11:28 pm	andrew halstead So, I told Andy that I'd write in my journal about him. He called me an angel tonight, in reference to the Train song. It was a nice compliment, followed by repeated blows and burns. He's kind of a jerk. But I deal Current Mood: loved Current Music: jitterbugggg (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 17th, 2007
11:52 pm	confusion So the feeling of confusion sucks a lot. Almost as much as a vacuum.  Guys confuse me,  Maybe I should just stop trying. It's not like they care anyway. Whatever. Current Mood: confused Current Music: evita (Comment on this)
Friday, June 15th, 2007
4:17 pm	Life as a whole So, I've decided that I'm very content with where I am in life, as of right now. However, I do admit that I have extreme mood swings, so I may not be this way for very long.   Friends or foes? Anyway, my friends are pretty much amazing, every single one of them. I don't think I have a problem with anyone right now, and I totally dig that. I mean there's always drama, don't get me wrong, but I'm finally not involved like I used to be. I finally realized that none of that stuff matters in the big picture. However, there will always be one or maybe more persons in your life, who tend to dig that drama scene. It's sad that I've learned how to detach myself from these people, for fear of getting involved. I will stop being people's friend if I feel that that are to dramatic.  Call me a bad person, but it makes me appreciate myself more and it's way healthier for me. I do catch up with my old friends every once and awhile, but I feel like I'm retrogressing when I do, some of them I feel hold me down. I'm not trying to be mean, but they do, they make me wanna be carefree again and to be involved with them. Sorry, it's not going to happen. This whole entry will probably make no sense to anyone. But hey, I feel a need to say it. Blue and White kinda year. Sophmore year was way better in many aspects of my life. Grades, on the other hand, are a different story. In all honesty, I don't know what happened. I used to be this top student all gradeschool. Then I just stopped. I have a lack of motivation. But Junior year has to be different, no, it will be different. Big year next year. Too big to mess up with my laziness.  Jess Doc- Big Upperclassmen Dude, Junior year. I'm so old. First off, I can not wait until I get my drivers license. I love driving, it gives me a feeling of utter dominance. That probably sounds corny, but it does. The only string attached is that I have to find a job to pay for my insurance. Sucks nobody in the world is hiring. Anyway, I get my ring this year! I'm so excited, I've been waiting for this for awhile. Oh hey, first prom? I'm so stoked, in fact I already know who I'm gonna ask... haha I'm so lame. Another thing is, SATs. Wow big downer on what seems an awesome year, huh? Well, all I know is that I can study and try my best. It's just that I'm not and never was any good at standardized testing. Let's drop the subject of work. Summer 2007 - " One Word : Hardcore!" That'll be my motto. This summer is going to be the best. I have the best set of friends to hang out with all summer and I hope to be out of my house almost every day/ night. Especially night. All I have to do, is wait for my friends to return from Senior Week. Well some of them. It's gonna be sad seeing all my Senior friends off at the end of the summer, but I've come to terms with it. They need to move on, and I'm just being selfish by getting upset about it. It's not like they're going to disown me, or that they can get rid of me! I'll be visiting them as much as I can! Oh hey, Jess Doc has a love life? Ehh not really. So I dig 2 people. Lame I know. But it'll never happen between either of them. And there's nothing I can do about it besides just put my heart out there. Funny how they are both my best friends ever! But I guess that's how life works, you know what I mean? You always fall for your best friend, only because, well I don't know. Plus, both have an age difference, which they might not dig, but hey, that's cool.  The one kid, actually I have a better chance with, and I can only try, ya know? Sucha lame feeling. The other guy, well it would be unhealthy for me, cause I feel that he doesn't truly care at all.  Whatever, chances are, they'll both read this, and not even know that it's them. This blog = utter waste of time? Nah! I might say that no one will read this, but someone will, and maybe they'll understand me. But hey, even if you read it or don't like it, I had to write it, I've been itching to spill my heart out somewhere. I just wish I could stay committed to this livejournal. So I'll try to update every now and then. Cause that is how I roll :] Current Mood: content Current Music: Dave Matthews Band (1 Comment |Comment on this)